coming to terms with reality

Has it really been 2012 for seven months now? That just doesn't seem right to me. It doesn't seem like enough has happened for that much time to pass. I don't think it's normal to feel like your days run together and nothing seems to fill all that lost time. It's almost like I'm just waiting until time runs out because that would actually be something happening. Like a book building up to the climax, yet my pages have nothing written on them. 


I've come to the conclusion that I will never be able to predict what is going to happen. I will never get exactly what I want, no matter how hard I work for it or push for it. It simply doesn't work that way. Life has a funny way of working things out and making things happen. I'm coming to terms with that now. I'll keep you posted.