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I figured it was time to update this thing. It's not that I've forgotten it, but I have been neglecting it and letting dust pile up here for a while. There has been so much that has happened that I wanted to document before I forgot that it happened.

As far as college goes, I've decided that I want to go away to college. I really want to go to UCF, but I'm not sure if I'll get accepted into that college. T'ana and I have been talking about me moving down there sometime next year once I have some money saved up. I want to share a place with her and possibly go to community college down there if I can't get in to UCF. Some people might think I'm stupid for wanting to go out of state if I'm just going to a community college, but I need a change of scenery and people. Not to mention I've been waiting for years to get away from this town and these people.

Speaking of moving out, it reminds me that in exactly a month from today I will turn 18. I'm so excited, but I'm also terrified and nervous. It's wonderful knowing you can make your own decisions and do what you know is best for your life. But with those perks comes great responsibility and life changes. I know I can handle it but I know it's going to be hard and very stressful.

This past Monday, (November 21, 2011), I finally met Jon. My family went to Orlando this week for Thanksgiving. Monday they all (Dad, Jenny, Hannah and Bella) went to Disney World. I didn't want to go, so I drove about 20 miles from the room and visited T'ana. It just so happened that Jon live about 5 minutes from her. So I took the opportunity and we drove to his apartment. It was such a crazy experience. I was so excited, but not really nervous. When I met him for the first time, it didn't feel any different. It felt like we had hung out a million times before. We sat in his room for a minute eating cookies and then took a walk around his apartment complex. We went back into his apartment room and he and I cuddled for a second. It wasn't really weird at all. I'm so happy I finally met him though.

Last night I had my first experience with Black Friday shopping. I went with my sister Hannah, Papa Lee and Lisa, Pooh and her cousin Joy. We went to Wal Mart and were going for an Xbox 360 bundle with Kinect. We stood in line for a little while and ended up getting two Xbox's with no problems. I really thought we were going to get mugged because we're both so little, but we had absolutely no problems. So now I have a brand new Xbox and I'm so excited :D

the familiar pattern

Life has been as shitty as usual lately. Nothing interesting has happened.


Today was 11/11/11; Nothing interesting happened. Unfortunately we weren't all murdered by aliens or at least abducted. I woke up, showered, went to get my lip pierced again, was forced to take Hannah to her mom's 2 hours away, and then came home to eat dinner.

-Halloween was stupid.
-I'm dating Evan now.
-My hair is currently pink and black.
-I hate life more than ever right now.